The Future is Now

I've been just counting on my future being there. Thinking about other things than Cancer, and the trail of tears it leaves behind. Well, that changed with a phone call from my Radiation Oncologist today. Seems my last scan shows a 2 centimeter "mass" that needs further testing. This testing is at first an MRI, then possibly a biopsy that can only be done lapriscopicly. After that then a plan can take form. The MRI can't happen until the 27th with the holidays, so my future for now consists of doing my best to not catastrophize, then as my beautiful giving loving magnificent Mother said...be happy for every single moment.